Torn

by Anh Savies

You & I - we’re nostalgic.

Is that why all of my thoughts come back to you?

It’s weird, I have this urge to be a mother, a ‘wife’ - a soul partner.

I’ve had so many full circle moments lately, but I think I broke one.

- Honest thoughts I even dislike to write. But where else can I be vulnerable...

The circle of the person I’m supposed to be with.

But I’ve broken my body, I’ve broken trust, where do I go?

What should I do?

- I cried when I had this thought - I felt it.

I’m learning though.

Deja vu of what life was supposed to be with you.

But I’m better & accepting myself - my past.

I’ve made wrong decisions with the right intentions, but there’s no turning back

We can only move forward

I can only move forward - without you.

You & I - we’re nostalgic.